am I a dreamer?

what makes me break the way I do? I tell myself what I can't do and do it anyway. I'm weak and you're my weakness. these are not the things I want in my life. this is not how I planned on living the next few years. I need out. I need a way out. I won't find it with my own wit. I don't care about a nice house or fast cars, I don't want the american dream or a perfect career. I just want someone to come home to, a girl that loves god and loves me for who I am. am I a dreamer?