backwards day

I must be wearing my clothes inside out cause everyone's looking at me like something's wrong, and your eyes won't even meet mine and i'm looking harder than ever. if this is life, then I don't want something that is so unfair, if this is life, then i'll take what comes after anyday. but God's told me to press on, and I am, and hurts an awful lot right now but it'll get better in the end, even if it's not the way I want it to be, but listen to me now, could I still be anymore selfish?