grass stains

I'm out of place in this place, i'm feeling like I don't belong, I'm looking at pictures and remembering nights past, and the grass stains on my knees always remind of you, we used to have so much fun and you'd smile bright, I wish I didn't have to forget you, and even though I know what I must do, it's gonna be awhile before I'm able to. i've met lust a few times since then but when she's past I find myself looking around for you, I can't replace love with just my eyes and hands, my heart has to feel too, but I can't seem to reach you.